If you really knew me

by **gambit408** » July 29th, 2010, 1:17 am

The Mtv show is amazing it reminded me of a camp i went to that helped me open up to let people in and let the world open up too me. So what i want to do is start a thread of love If your up for it just below in a reply just start it of as (You may see me as) give a brief intro about how people see you as and then you put (if you really knew me) This is a chance to let it all go about who you are what you done what you dealt with in the past present and future theres only 3 rules
1.Dont be rude or A bully
Dont say anything to make fun of anyone else. Don't bully or be rude if you have the strength to put your story on here you should have enough respect and not say anything negative and only give support and love.
2.Dont bring down lift up
Dont make anyone else's problems or story sound less then yours if anything support the people who have the courage to put up there stories and lift them up.
3.Keep everything anonymous
No names of anyone or yourself if anything confidentiality is important in this kinda thing lets be honest we don't want to gossip about these kind of things or put anyone in danger and again respect for the courage it takes to tell a story.

by **gambit408** » July 29th, 2010, 2:04 am

(You may see me as )a badass a dude a thug thats not scared of anyone i can walk with my head high about my confidence and that i have it all togeather that im not going to let anyone tear me down from my cloud that no one will ever rattle me or shake me down that i have alot of friends and my family loves me and that im fine on money and i live so care free that my glass is always full that i can take care of myself and make anyone laugh (If you really knew me ) Im scared of turning into my dad i really am he's the man in my life that hurt me the most not just physicaly but emotionaly i never was strong enough or man enough for him i was a giant dissapointment . My family isnt well put togeather that alot of my cusins and aunts and uncles dont like me anymore or talk to me or look at me because im gay but i play strong that i dont need them in my life that i can keep going but i miss them alot. It's ridculas how uncomfortable i am in my skin how i want to be skinny or toned and just one race so that i dont have to feel guilty about not expressing my culture in my look and so people dont confuse my race. Loseing my friends is another giant fear for me any of them these are the people who i love the most who i can trust with my life they are the ones who have takein care of me brought me up feed me clothed me housed me they make up for the cusins and aunts and uncles i lost and id die for them they helped me belive in myself again and i love them for this

by **elaine** » August 2nd, 2010, 9:03 pm

I love this idea. I'll work on a reply and come back

by **gambit408** » August 3rd, 2010, 9:13 am

Thankx and do so im trying to get something started haha that can make people relly open with nothing but support and love

by **Sam** » August 12th, 2010, 1:00 pm

OMG. HOLD ON WHILE I GATHER MY EXCITEMENT AT THIS TOPIC.

SO.
challenge day happened at my school, and it was just as crazy and amazing as it seems on tv, only it was REAL, cause i know the tv makes it seem cheesy and scripted. the openness only worked for about a week after the event, and the school really was more accepting, but then everyone shifted back into their little niches and went back to being douchey. BUT. for that week, it was actually kinda nice. the people who went came to school the next day and we were all gushing about how intense it was, gushing so hard to the point that people who didn't go, wished they did. we started a challenge day club but that kinda flopped because it got really cheesy, really fast, and only the naive girls who were like WE CAN CHANGE ANYTHING HEE HEE HEE stuck with it.

so that's my experience.

by **AJjester** » August 15th, 2010, 12:30 pm

You may see me as that quirky, random young guy who has a strange sense of humor and stays kind of shy around people that he doesn't know very well. That guy that does nice things for everybody just because they ask him to, and never complains about it unless it's a joke. That guy that has a good relationship with his family, and that guy that's never dating anybody. If you really knew me, you'd know that I don't trust anybody fully. You'd know that I never stop thinking, whether it's about the meaning of life, the regrets of my past, or the words that just came out of my mouth in conversation. You'd know that I put too much effort into every close relationship I have, and never get it back in return. You'd know that people use me because it's hard to say no, and I care for them too much. You'd know that I hate how I look, and wish so badly that I could switch bodies with another person. You'd know that I lie a lot, everyday, so that people won't really get to know me (and I can't get hurt). You'd know that I force myself to talk to people because I'm tired of being the anti-social person that I am. You'd know that I have too many personality traits and complex ideas to keep tabs on. You'd know that I fucked my family over for someone else. You'd know that I always feel guilty.

by **gambit408** » August 17th, 2010, 9:59 am

Thankx sam for shareing your experiance with challenge day and its awsome u gotta experiance it im hella jeaoulse and i hope that club goes far

AJjester thankx for puting up your story and i know what you mean about not trusting anybody fully the world is preety f'd up

I see a strong man when i read your story atleast your takeing the steps to change who you wana be thats whats up GAME

much love to the both of you <3<3<3